My Fate

Is it me or my fate,
To be alone,
To keep losing,
Friends, heart and love,
To have an empty soul,
To have an empty heart,
To long for things,
Which I can never have,
I feel something is missing inside me,
As though I lost love for everything,
Nothing excites me nor motivates me,
All I wish is for the good ol’ days,
I am waiting for someone,
My soul searching for that someone,
But can I get what I long for,
Is another question,
Since it is me or my fate,
Stopping from getting what I want.